urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia ata_raxia ata_raxia 2004-05-10T22:26:17Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:8172 2004-05-10T22:26:17Z 2004-05-10T22:26:17Z ..The DOOMSDAY ROBOT army is here urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:7807 2004-05-10T21:42:06Z 2004-05-10T21:42:06Z "..sign my name in a graving so deep into the depths of my eyes, <br /> maybe i could finally see again.." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:7600 2004-05-10T21:40:16Z 2004-05-10T21:40:16Z Camilla RHODES today was a really good day for no reason at all...it was just fuckin hott and i was in a good mood so its 2 in 1..but then kreg colwitz steps on ym shoe and breaks it..&lt;cock face lol .. mrs.dupee said kaka like 4 times i almost pissed myself..omfg i cudnt breathe soo good lol i think we officially changed our name to Capulta..sorry south hampton pop jump around sing along fans &quot;..sign my name in a graving so deep into the depths of my eyes, maybe i could finally see again..&quot; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:7188 2004-04-28T00:37:32Z 2004-04-28T00:37:32Z bled sick day i woke up and had 2 cups of coffee with soooo much sugar in each one and i was like bouncing off the walls when everyone was still sleeping in school it was chill...good mood the whole day gym owned our team fuckin ownz at handball i didnt get any goals but i smacked it out of some seniors hand then passed it ... soo good haha then i had detention which was borning but when i waited for the late bus , alex , brian , kakashka lol and gene were there for tenis (subs cuz they suck at life) like old times we chilled it was mad fun.. kakashka is god at life minus tenis .. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:6943 2004-04-25T15:19:25Z 2004-04-25T15:19:25Z im at mikes house in coop city we were supposed to go to the city but we chilled here instead so it was chil we had chinese food and crab it as SOOOOOOOOOO good u have no fukcin idea wow i want crab again so bad .. i slept over so now were prob gonna go play some hand ball outside then im gonna go home and do shit ... so much happened it was nuts..these fuckin kids r my life i wanna move back soo bad now .. but i dont ROCKLAND SUCKS MY COCK ..minus the people.. im out time for some kevin james then hand ball pz kids urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:6806 2004-04-25T15:13:18Z 2004-04-25T15:13:18Z i just want bang bang bang yo fuckers friday night was sooo sick , sosa passed out..leanna threw up all night aj and travis and mark and al of us went hardcore xxx and played so loud it was insane ... mark brought his voodoo SG so it was so beast ... then almost evryone got wasted sosa was beyond hammered he was WAAAASTED then my gf didnt remember anything that happened ... me and jack cleaned up everything so it was chill before my parents got home..and leanas parents came and she was still throwing up .. so it was scary but she got up and went home so it was all good <br /><br /><br />one of the best nights of my life urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:6604 2004-04-22T01:31:02Z 2004-04-22T01:31:02Z ill love your smile when your dead.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:6340 2004-04-20T21:30:45Z 2004-04-20T21:30:45Z conjoined with the thouhght of guilt and dispair you wait here to die<br /> realizing all youve lived for has all measured up to this lie<br /><br /> killing ourselves and bleeding minus the commercial breaks.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:6139 2004-04-20T20:57:55Z 2004-04-20T20:57:55Z cry me a river emo hey fuckers sorry i havent updated for so long but ive been busy so much i dont think bout this pieca shit anymore w/e um skate and surf was arite we missed the bled which i was kinda going for anyway , but i got to see a static lullaby and matchbook and all those other bands that played , which were pretty sick . i surfed at early novembers and mxpx and almost died in early novermbers idk why but the mosh pits were intense even tho theyr the most emo band ever.. sarah sprained her ankle during mxpx , good job fuck face lol kevin and all them wanted to leave earlier because al that was left was yellowcard and something corporate so we decided to leave , and jess couldnt drive us home so we had no other ride home...we were expecting to be back by 3 but instead we came home at lik2 930 which sucked donkey balls cuz i had to go to school the next day.. <br />i saw alot of ppl that i knew so it was chill urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:5792 2004-04-06T01:11:35Z 2004-04-06T01:11:35Z im at some cool kids house and we just sedared.. and i ate popcorn chicken before i came and they were like yo EAT THIS FOOD and i was like naaaah im so full &lt;so good &lt; lol my mom poured like half a glass for me and alex of wine.. i was like SWEEEEEEt and everyone was like wtf is she like alchoholic... and i was like yeah ? deff? so good.. wow this girls room is so beast ..fuckin giant castle in the middle of it and has papers all over the walls ..so sick i love it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:5431 2004-04-05T04:07:13Z 2004-04-05T04:07:13Z hopes fall lats night was so fuckin sick .. too many things went on ... nunes came over and we decided to go to alis so.. we had it all planned out .. then staci calls and stuff happens so me and max run over there but then ali calls me and tells me we dont need a cab ... her brother which is a fuckin god came and picked me up...max didnt come cuz he wanted to stay with his gf... (good man) lol so i got there...everyone was obv wasted beyond belief lol so i was like yeah....im not lolol so yeah but it was fuckin awsome i love ali fucking way to much its like ... ugh..UGH (orgasm) lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:5332 2004-03-29T00:44:37Z 2004-03-29T00:44:37Z CNM - axlerose.......virginity last night me and geisi hu for the first time ---<br />so sick we were playing mario cart n64 old school style xxx baby lolol so i lose and im like ugh shit i suck at life and she grabs the blanket and goes under so im like ok sweet? FUCK YES! then i go ... and her hairs in my mouth so im lik eWEW .. spit that shit out... ok ok ok were good .... go back down.. then we look at each other tlk sweet tlk and BOOM sklfjsdlfksdfkl sfjsdlf sdlkfjsdjkl and after were like I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU AND ALL THAT sexy stuff and then of course my parents ruin everything and call em and tell me theyr picking me up in 15 min at alis house ... by the way werre all at beths house - jack,me,ali,adam,ali,hannah,tori,jen,gill, and the whole xxx crew.. yeah so anyway we go back then my dad sees me like kissing her on the cheek before i go in the car and hes like ... mmmm so shes ur gf i see? and im like dad..just fuckign drive ur car 10000 mph so we can get the fuck home and i can write lyrcis about this fucking sick night...<br /><br />CNM .... i love you lol i forgot there was a show that night...ali asked me to chill and i didnt think bout the show and like an idiot i was like yeah deff deff deff...and then just before i leave mark goes...so the shows at 7 and my heart like stops...and im like FUUUUUUUUUCK and then i tell him about the whole ali going over thing and hes like ok dude ur gay and i was rllly mad and sad and glad? lol and when i got there i was like ... yeah.... this better be a good night lol and they were like why...and i was oh cuz..idk it just should .. wheres the heinken!? lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:4981 2004-03-23T23:19:42Z 2004-03-23T23:19:42Z the circle takes the square kimhasaspideronherback.markwearstiedieshirts.maxishot.aliisanangelwithoutwings.kevinislikestoscaretheshitoutofmebyslowlycreepingintomyhouseandjusttripingintothedrumset.maxsmomistheshiznaaaat.tonythinkshesgonnagetsignedtoisland.ajisafuckignretardbuthesstilltheman urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:4707 2004-03-23T23:04:53Z 2004-03-23T23:04:53Z 1 2 as the rive unwinds my life slowly unfolds underneath this warm blanket.<br />as we sink into a drowning silence that awakens you in your sleep.<br />why has this all come down for my precision of making death a greed. <br />for the need of power? or the need of self pleasure? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:4480 2004-03-22T00:38:19Z 2004-03-22T00:38:19Z as i lay dying - 94 hours friday was intense at geisi's i was sick :( but its all good me and max and diane all chilled there and me and ali cuddled hardcore and played ultra fast guitar riffs and slick piano ... notes? soo good super troopers fuckin best movie. <br /><br />and now im all sick and tired and feel like shit... really boring day but yesterday which was saturday..was so beast , mike khekionklfhdsjkfhdsk came over and hes obv the funniest kid so we cryed to almost everything we said and my stomach hhurt so bad<br /><br />i had a dream...about me in the mall and i saw dylan , alex , and gene and gene came up to me and goes whatsup...and i smack him rlly hard and he flies into a wall (fuckin awsome) then alex comes up to me and is liek ultra sexy hott ... slick hair and all slim &lt; both arms around super hot porn chicks <br />and dylans looking at someon i forgot and his pants fall down and he starts to run away from something (fat people r so fuckin weird) and thats it ... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:4216 2004-03-16T22:27:59Z 2004-03-16T22:27:59Z today was sick first i tihnk i did beastly good on my math which i have 1st period so i was in a good mood the whole day. <br />after 8th period my bus driver parked in a totally different spot so obv i missed the bus that was bad but i got to chill with geisi aka godess lolol shes so chill i love it .. i love her .. lol werd mark left to london... i miss him already...<br /><br />yesterday i was downstairs and mark and kevin r so cool that they snuck into my house and took maxs drum sticks and banged on the cymbals as loud as possible and i thought it was killer so i got a bat ready for swing action .. but obv it was those 2 fuckers who scared the shit outta me lolol fuckin beast...<br /><br />kevin + mark + max = god urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:3845 2004-03-12T18:53:33Z 2004-03-12T18:53:33Z last night was so sick was "supposed" to be grounded but i was like mom can i go out tonight and she goes sure i need to know the time where and what time ur coming home and i was just like...sweet? lol so i chilled at alis house with geisinger bauer and obv ali and some other kids we drank smoe sky blue but it was only 5% so it wasnt anything special, we thought we were drunk but we were all just really cold cuz we did it all outside ... so yah... geisinger is a godess .. = so chill, so sickningly chill i cant take it lol so its all gonna be good <br /><br />arite <br />payce kids urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:3768 2004-03-10T23:53:03Z 2004-03-10T23:53:03Z every time i die - the logic of crocodiles school was arite today but yeah im grounded so when i get home its just like fuck this fuck that i cant do anygthing besides eat then shit it out then eat again... <br />krispy kream glazed donuts r the best donuts invented to this day...fucking so good <br />eh i cant play guitar either so wtf am i supposed to do now i shat out all the food i cud possible keep in where ever the fuck food gets stored..stomach? i dont fucking know! who knows? NOT ME OBVIOUSLY CUZ IM FUCKING GROUNDED! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:3478 2004-03-10T00:44:08Z 2004-03-10T00:44:08Z sorry for not updating this shit for such a long time haha ive been caught in so much shit school mostly too mcuh work i wanna slit mrs.rapazzos throat and dr.perreras for emailign my mom i cant go out this 4 ay weekend so im really pissed...was supposed to chill with some kids and practice with thee nunes and thee markus and maybe even kevin haha if hes not cnming it up obv... tony is a god but a fucking beast im scared of that fuck...and his pubic haired chin..so ill i wish i had that many pubes on my chin...but hes fat so he can have whatever he wants... <br /><br />later <br />soham..woah urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:3293 2004-02-04T22:16:53Z 2004-02-04T22:16:53Z yeserday was so fucked up, i wake up i literally couldnt walk my leg was and still is swallon for some reason .. so weird i was sleeping , some one like raped me in my sleep - FUCKIN AWSOME!!! - and i was coughing like every 2 sec, so i was either coughing or jerking off or slicing my veins like usual... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:2928 2004-02-04T20:44:48Z 2004-02-04T20:44:48Z wow...the only? u mean julianna dorazio? FUCK YES! ya herd?! its like shes ... too cool for school and hott and shnazy at the same time..wooo too much to handle - phone convos for hours everynight were off da hizzi and ... oh yeah lol nyack! woo intense lol that and band practice were like the only times we chilled due to the inconsistent stupiedness of clarkstown adn how they split up people into shcools...go fuckin shoot urself who ever came up with that is the stupiest fuck alive...i wud be hu with the only right now if it wasnt for stupied fat little fucks like them - w/e i love u uve been there for me when i needed u and i thank you for that .. LOVE YOU x29832948239 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:2646 2004-02-03T21:00:01Z 2004-02-03T21:00:01Z zach silverman is by far the hottest mother fucking , mrs.bierker twat riper opener, diller kid, sexy fuckin kid to every walk the planet i was i was female so i can gently stroke his eroticlly erected rhinosoris .. i wud do anything to place his horn into my twatsdjffsdk fkfj ..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:2468 2004-02-03T00:01:12Z 2004-02-03T00:01:12Z fun night no homework or midterms thank mark reynolds...ehem staci kearns .. for showing up at marks house and listening to a song that isnt a song about me mark and kevin playing circus with the bottles...so sick - new song...hardcore? FUCK YES! .. because mark obv wrote it...obv... <br /><br />&lt;soham off walls feb 8th..&lt; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:2246 2004-02-02T17:33:12Z 2004-02-02T17:33:12Z ...i was in one end of a corridor and mark in the other and he had a machette and max was like tryin to stop him but a bunny came and mark stabbed the shit out of it and max ran into a wall and disapeared or something .. then all i remmeber is mark coming closer and when i saw his face we went into a different room and he stabbed me but i didnt die so i stabbed him &lt; i woke up laughing urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ata_raxia:1891 2004-02-02T17:31:05Z 2004-02-02T17:31:05Z arite wow...this amp is like godly made (marshal 1960lead cab-avt150 4 channel DFX) &lt; godlike over 1000 but not my money and it was for my birthday so yeah - just learned logic of crocodiles by every time i die still gotta get some of it down but it isnt as hard as it seems . <br /><br />feb 8th 2004 &lt; best night to come..soham